Day Fourteen…

This week’s WW mantra was, “I am unstoppable.” Thinking about this statement makes me feel disingenuous because that doesn’t capture how I’m feeling. It’s not to say, I feel weak or that I’m going to slip into old habits, and gain back my weight. It’s more to say, this process is complicated, and that win/lose mentality doesn’t really inspire me to keep going (for me) this statement makes it feel like a fight.

I prefer not to think of my weight loss journey as a fight. Exhaustion is the word that comes to mind. For me, this journey is one of self reflection and discovery. I’m trying to pull away from my attachments to food and achieve a higher state of wellbeing. To me, that sounds more doable than being “unstoppable” – it’s just me and shouldn’t be considered a judgement on anyone else’s journey or perspective. Whatever works, right?

Day Thirteen…

Some days are easier than others to find a sense of gratitude. There are days that present a challenge – if I’m not feeling well, it’s hard to feel grateful. If things don’t go the way I had hoped, it’s hard to find something to be grateful about. When I wish things were different – wishing for gratitude seems like a big reach.

It may sound hokey but this is when I need to find gratitude the most. As I think about today, I am grateful for:

  1. a good story.
  2. a hot shower.
  3. my sweatshirt.